t soon forget, And that was never being there when you were on the bed, I got the news in California, sick with what you had, I was layed up in the hospital with
why you love me, and why did you ever want to be with me. Was I just there to piss off daddy? Just please don't go until I figure out what's wrong with
I don't like you and I won't pretend to now I'm gonna get you out of my way and into another How I ever trusted you, I will never know And it all seemed
You're the kind of girl that never puts on the brakes You're the kind of girl with those amphetamine shakes And every time I see you, you've been up for
Patience, it's not my virtue When I feel the anger I want to shout Hatred of everything Call the cops when it's time to let it out Walking the streets
Now I don't know much about anything But I know we're both completely crazy All we talk about is how things used to be Try to get together, try to talk
because I hate myself more and more every time I fall asleep, it's still a wonder that I can with everything following me. I want to blow my head off
've lost a lot of people, who were gone before their time, Sometimes I wish I could be the next in line. I know you got no, Time to share with me anymore
I need a goddamn job. i need a goddamn job. i really need a goddamn job. i need a goddamn job. goddammit. goddammit. goddamn. i need a goddamn
Don't know if I can withstand Another night of this hell living in my head You say there's something you can do that will help How can you help me when
I took some pills and woke up somewhere near your apartment I took some pills and woke up somewhere near your apartment And I don't recall how I wound
Last night, I slipped on the pavement. Woke up three miles from the basement. While you sleep, I walk through the city, Not knowing what to think when
Oh Sadie, do you want to steal your mother's car? Don't forget her credit cards. Man, I gotta find a way to get out of here. Do you want to go now? Oh
back and let me tell you about the sadness, About the beast that's been gnashing its teeth Trying to destroy, trying to destroy me. It rears its head
Why'd you care? Why'd you want me there? Why'd you sin? Why'd you let me in? I got no shoes, I always got the blues I gave myself to drinking drugs and
It's desperation in my face from a lifetime of pain and isolation Everyday is just the fucking same I want to change but I can't get my foot in any door
What the fuck is this groping, searching for ideals that'll last? A model of moral perfection who can save your worthless ass. What the fuck's this longing