I lived a life of illusion and you had your kicks So what, there's nothing left to do And you and your obsessions and your crucifix As if what I thought
When I look into the mirror Just can't believe, what do I see There's no wakin' from this nightmare And you're lost in your reality So you tell me all
I know deep inside of me There's a place but it's not plain to see I belong where no on else can be I'm searching for myself again And here I'm all alone
Hate is what I am 'Cause underneath this heart There beats the heart of man You wear your crown When you're lyin' six feet underground Don'tcha think
Want it, you can have it Come and take it, I don't need it Power and possessions Never quiet your obsessions Outside, we search for something Inside,
You were in the right Until you're left stuck in the middle I still wonder why You gave it all for such a little You Tell me you're only Scared to be
Tell me what you want me to be I can't stand myself anymore Tell me what you want me to see I can't find my way off the floor Took me like a hurricane
I'm obnoxious and no one's home In my head, in my head Cardboard boxes filled with hate In my head, they're in my head Nest of termites, glowin' red
Life, a movie in my head A page of lines we read The words remain unsaid Time, a race you never win Look back at where we've been And throw the towel
Each and every day People turn away Change the things they feel Change the things they say We can never know Where our lives will lead Wherever you go
His sandaled feet don't touch the ground Ears don't hear a sound Seduction of the innocent Everybody thinks there's always a reason Need a reason to cry You kiss
comes alive The beast is wakin' up, to take another life I can't sleep, in too deep The man with nothing left, without a place to hide Will take a final