My yesterday was another lifeless day And I write the saddest poetry when I think of you I'm not here I'm not there But I see you everywhere With your
Helium balloons Fill an empty room Now I guess that I'll Save all of my birthday cake For another rainy day I'll save all this birthday cake For a new
In spite of love I am suffering Once again And disillusion Will comfort me until the end I need a sign Of your happiness Once again Behind your sorrow
Sun fades into the night Escaping life I follow you Love is avoidable If only I can follow through Don't mind me I'll be ok I'm just tired of pretending
I am afraid you have fallen away And today I'm alright Tomorrow I'm worse I celebrate the death of love and hate I am moving in light I'll follow you
I know from experience I can see your resistance Give me time to heal Because I'm still torn up inside Around you there is nothing I need to prove I
You see me through wear and tear And your love comes without a warning You bring me to life Everyday shaping my doubts Your reassurance is delicate
How does it feel to be me Sadness dulls everything that I see Watching my life waste away Tomorrow will be just like any other day And I can't wait
Out of habit you loved everyone But now your hate can outshine the sun I hope our separate ways never collide My hello will hurt more than your goodbye
I never enjoy the simple things in my life I couldn't ignore the pain you bring If I tried It's not easy telling lies everyday You're not fooled by
Give me an inch and I'll take awhile Forever out of step and out of style I can't talk without mumbling I can't walk without stumbling Not gone but
I'm spending every night Fucking up days Telling all the lies used yesterday I'd rather be sad and miserable Than be by myself Now forever is so near
She has a smile capable of saving me And I can share all of my love and misery I have a reason to survive She hears my broken words Confess my phobias
I tried to give you the end of my world You wanted everything I'm reinventing excuses disguised as my apology This is just a tiny waste of life All
I need your condescending love It seems to keep me in my place But your arrogance is bliss and your bitterness is grace Keep me in your afterthoughts
I still hope that you can find The happiness that once was mine A worthless heart misses you once again I believe that you will find A radiance that
The sunlight fills the sky Just like your smile it is God's greatest creation I live by your design And if you'd like I'll try to lose the depression
