Fear falls hard like rain again Washing over me You say nothing will ever change What do I believe? You fall deep inside again Nothing left to see Weakness
Biting the hand that feeds you Lying to the voice inside Reach out to beg for something This life is a lesson, take what you're given Feeding on self
Mother, mother, can you hear me? I keep trying Just to find me all I know now, all you show me Endless questions, hopeless ending This bitter pill is
I came home early to see you Couldn't wait to hold you I've been away for so long now But as I walked through the doorway My heart was shattered To find
As I lie here tossing in my bed Lost in my fears remembering what you said And I try to hide the truth within The mask of myself shows its face again
I see you look at me With a look in your eyes Like you've got an enemy in your sights now, I do not believe This war will be over until your forced to
Paint a perfect picture of Everything I thought that this would be But here's the truth Its never easy Strike a match And light the fuse As everything
I hear the words you say to me I see the way you look at me I know what's on your mind So stand up, get up, back up now Just stay away I know the fear
Sometimes I feel like I am so far away I'm lost inside my thoughts And I don't know what to say I know I need You now more every day I push, I pull, I
I need you to feel exactly like I do inside But I feel so alone again I try to find a better life Somewhere far away from here But I need you to believe
All the games you play I won't take the blame I gave you trust, you spit it out And call my name I'm taking back what's left from all these Selfish things
In my eyes you see the pain With each lie I take the blame With each sigh I slowly fall away You are there when I need you You sew me up when I bleed
Something keeps on pulling me down And I feel like I'm losing ground Trying just to find my reasons And losing sense of what is real Willing to believe
Time moves slowly while you're gone I haven't heard your voice in quite some time But I still see your face I cannot erase the things you've done And
I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside Your eyes
It was You That showed me who I am And taught me how to stand For what I know is real I was sick of all the pain Tired of all the shame that I felt But
Our candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind No where to run and no where to hide You're scared of the truth
Step back inside the lie again You'll find you're wearing thin Killing the sympathy as you take another Swing at me now Fighting your inner self again
